In 2018, I started this blog because I needed a place to express myself without judgment and a place where I didn’t feel alone. However, during the first few months of blogging, I realized that to benefit from Sweet Honeycomb and understand the journey/season and heal, I had to be vulnerable. And Lord knows, in all honesty, I am not an open book. I am good at giving a blurb, tagline, and possibly a testimony of myself. But an opened book? Think again. For me, being an opened book=vulnerability, vulnerability=knowing me, knowing me=seeing me. And I am used to keeping to myself to process and hiding who I am; however, with this blog, I am having a hard time opening up. I have entries in my drafts since 2018 in which I wanted to post but felt it was personal for me to share.
My vulnerability in silence does not help me but continues the never-ending cycle I’ve been battling for years of the desire to express myself and the fear of my voice. And how is God’s power perfect in my weakness when I’m silent? I am not the type to dive in and be entirely personal, but I will slowly open up for the blog to become its initial purpose.
Thank you & I will talk you soon!
